dear self
can u hear me?
shouting, screaming towards you every time we went insane.
i'm sorry.

dear self,
can you please stop being complicated,
can you throw away all the emotions inside you?
can you heal my pain
can you stop worrying about future?
can you stop hating me?
can you stop hating our fate?
because honestly I want to live happily

dear self,
I want to stop hating you..
because I feel so tired of losing and blaming you..
we both are fragile
we both fighting in a lonely battle
burden with heavy responsibility
but lets love each other...
because that's make our life easier.

I love you.