So sad i wasn’t able to see you for the last time. I know few days ago was my last time i kiss your cheeks and forehead.
But i had hoped
That i will see you again on Saturday. I will visit you after exam.
I came to visit you but you not there anymore. Im too late. Just few hours late.
Its surreal.
Kids laugh fills our sorrow. I feel like i came home for raya.
I feel like you still here. With us. When I enter the house. Your bed still there.
I laugh and smile a lot that day. Because i feel like you still here.
But deep down i know you not here anymore.
Can you see my shaking shoulder? Holding tears denying reality. Remembers all the memories with you.
I feel empty when i arrived at home.
My heart hurts so much. Longing for you..
